Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Happy new year!

Well 2009 has already gotten off to a crazy start. Iv been alittle more than nervous, I have to go back in for a 6 month recheck for the cyst on my kidney they found back in July. they said it "looked" fluid filled and fine but they just need to be sure. uggggg me and my anxiety would be perfectly happy to be left alone and live in la la land as though nothing could possibly be wrong but you know me if I can find something to consume me , I will, please pray for me.

Hayden had shots Monday (4 of them) I felt horrible because at this age they really think your doing this to be mean. He kept beggin "mommy, dont let her hurt me anymore" that was rough, he had 2 in each leg so hes a sore little dude. owell hes done til hes 12. advil works wonders and lots of baths :O)

Conner goes back to school today and is dreading it, he had a whole extra week of due to our blizzard so hes gotten quite used to lazing around, dont tell him IHave kind of enjoyed his company, but alas he needs to go back so he can get a good education and be rich so he can put me in a decent retirement home. (like he threatens all the time) he loves his mama, really he does!

I'm reading a new book called "The worn out woman" when your life is full but your spirit is empty hmmmmm seems fitting, so far so good. Im learing how to just say NO! :O)

anyway thats all I got now, ill post some pics soon from the Holidays. Oh BTW I start my class again at BALLYS on thursday the 8th, another 10 weeks , wish me to lose 10 more inches :O)

love ya all

hells

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